New Year

Well, its about to be a new year. I would be lying if i said I was happy. I'm kinda not. I'm lonely. But I mean, hey, all in God's timing. I am all ready to be in a relationship. I think. But you know....hey....I aint hurtin....Some people dont have anything....no family no nothin....I am starting a diet in January....I am so determined to lose weight....I really need to....For my height.....my weight should be....like....85 pounds lighter than I am.....stupid me....But I mean, hey....I can do it if I set my mind to it.

I am also just....so frustrated some times. With my life, with my apartment that I cannot keep clean....I think its cause of my dog......I get aggravated with everyone and their nice little lives....married with kids and keep a perfectly organized home......its annoying......it shouldnt be but it is. Thats all for now. Bye,
Aly